Blog 3 - In sickness

I feel crap. I've been signed off work for the last 2 weeks with "dizzyness"... a natural blonde trait perhaps, but this isn't particularly pleasant and not the sort of dizzyness you want to be signed off for. Much of the time I feel OK, but much of the time I feel pretty crap so I'm just parked on the sofa. The doctor reckons that it might be Labyrinthitis, which I guess isn't so bad considering!

However boredom makes you think crappy things. I had a head MRI last week to look into why I've been having a tingly head and headaches and things. Now the Labyrinthitis might just be coincidence, or it might not be. That worries me somewhat. As does the waiting for results which might take up to 2 weeks apparently.

I've also never been signed off before. That might sound like nothing in comparison to the whole MRI dizzyness thing, but I honestly worry that everyone at work thinks I'm a lazy arse skiving off, that I've dumped them all with my work, that they discover how crap I am at my job, etc etc. I keep toying with going in just so I have something to do and to feel less useless, and I sometimes think that I am well enough and that I could just go in, but as my boss says, what do I do if I get there and feel crap? What do I do if I feel crap whilst I'm driving? I drove to Tescos last night to see how I got on, and on the way back drove straight across the top of a mini roundabout whilst barely registering it. So I guess that said to be that driving really isn't a good idea! :c)

So I'm sitting here feeling pretty useless, writing a website and a blog on my laptop to keep my mind active. What fun!! I'm also hoping this dizzyness goes away before I go on holiday (the week after next) and before going to Scotland (in a month), cos I've no idea how I'll get there otherwise!!

MEH!!!

I feel crap.